My
Cursed Mind
So
a vampire, a zombie, a sociopath, a psychopathic wife, and an angel entered my
mind; one after another. This happened
in a matter of weeks and I couldn’t sleep because of it. I knew my path that I was probably going to
take with my writing and I can’t write as fast as I can think. It was also frustrating because it
potentially became the reason for my insomnia.
Then something happened.
I
couldn’t think of anything else. Not in
an obsessive kind of way where I was narcissistic, but the fact that my mind might
run out of ideas for stories is what I feared.
I know that this will probably change after a while, but I had a fear
enter my mind; if I don’t come up with more stories, am I not a writer or is
that something that I will always be based on my writings that are already
published?
From Goodreads: "In Gavin Moxley's world,
there is not a thin line between right and wrong. In a personal
crusade to help severe a line of disease carried by a clan of vampires
that are purposely infecting the human population; Gavin has no choice
but to be ruthless. Waiting for the infection to start within the
person, Gavin executes them one by one. Gavin is not strong or
powerful, so finding the persons before they turn into full vampires is
ideal.
This is Gavin's life, and nothing has changed it until a young half breed vampire, Solstice, attaches herself to Gavin. Asking for help and protection, Gavin unwillingly takes Solstice and agrees to protection for information leading to whereabouts of others that are infected.
Solstice's existence leads to a dangerous game of cat and mouse. There is no where safe for either of them as they are consistently being hunted. Solstice is a rare breed and is wanted for her "ability".
For Gavin, the past is not always forgotten. During their outing, Gavin starts coming to terms about his past and his family. His faith and humanity is tested during the turmoil that ensues.
"Solstice" is a story about faith and love in a way that is completely unconventional. Torn between his hate and his love for Solstice he is thrown into a moral dilemma that only he can figure out."
This is Gavin's life, and nothing has changed it until a young half breed vampire, Solstice, attaches herself to Gavin. Asking for help and protection, Gavin unwillingly takes Solstice and agrees to protection for information leading to whereabouts of others that are infected.
Solstice's existence leads to a dangerous game of cat and mouse. There is no where safe for either of them as they are consistently being hunted. Solstice is a rare breed and is wanted for her "ability".
For Gavin, the past is not always forgotten. During their outing, Gavin starts coming to terms about his past and his family. His faith and humanity is tested during the turmoil that ensues.
"Solstice" is a story about faith and love in a way that is completely unconventional. Torn between his hate and his love for Solstice he is thrown into a moral dilemma that only he can figure out."
Excerpt:
The
pain was as unbearable as she thought and the let out a soft cry, at least she
thought she did. She could not scream or
even talk anymore and any chance of her getting help has died along with
her. The mother’s last breath was coming
and with the last breath she heard a whimper next to her telling her that she
was sorry and didn’t mean to hurt her mommy.
The
mother’s eyes filled with tears and with her last breath she told her,” I know,
and mommy loves you.” Her mouth was
moving but no sound came out. Her own
daughter could not hear her mother’s voice.
As she was dying she watched her daughter walk out of the wreckage with
the policeman’s coat and hat, walking with bandages covering her feet to keep
them protected. ”My smart little girl,”
she thought. Her daughter turned around
with the sunlight behind her head and cracked a small smile with the right side
of her face.
Oh this sounds intense. It's good to get your obsessions out on paper. :)
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